Sometimes life is so hard that you feel it is a Joke.
The hardest thing in life is to be the responsible one. It feels like the world depends on you and that can be tired some.
I am single and I have no Children of my own, but I feel like I am a mother of 12. I am the eldest and My parents depend on me for everything, Sometimes it gets draining.
I have a full time job that is very demanding, by the end of the day I am so tired all I want to do is go home and sleep . But even though my work day is over I am not done working.
As soon as I get home , I have to do homework with my nephew, who lives with us , I have to listen to my parents and answer questions, look at mail , get bills and focus on their needs.
Needless to say sometimes that can be overwhelming and makes me want to run out of the house as fast as Possible. sometimes I am afraid that if something happens to me what will happen to them ? I think they depend on me to much and that it is draining.
Sometimes I fear that I won't get to form my own life because my entire life feels like it is focused on them and making sure they are ok..
I pray that God sees me and helps me xoxoxo
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