Roses,,

Roses,,

Friday, January 22, 2010

I love the Rain!!!

So I live In Los Angeles, and we have finally been hit with a Rain storm!!
we sure needed that rain, and I am aware that rain brings problems to some people , but I just love it. I can sit and watch the rain fall all night long and the best part is falling asleep listening to the sounds of the rain drops on your roof, Its magical!!

I know it is also dangerous, specially when you drive because you always have that one person who is speeding like a maniac and the Traffic lights always have issues, But Thank God for rainy days.

Hope all of you are having a wonderful week and may you have an extraordinary week end ..

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Smile even though your Heart is Breaking... Just Smile!!

Hello there just needed some time to vent so I am posting this Blog..
Sometimes life is so hard that you feel it is a Joke.

The hardest thing in life is to be the responsible one. It feels like the world depends on you and that can be tired some. 

 I am single and I have no Children of my own, but I feel like I am a mother of 12. I am the eldest and My parents depend on me for everything, Sometimes it gets draining. 

I have a full time job that is very demanding, by the end of the day I am so tired all I want to do is go home and sleep . But even though my work day is over I am not done working.

As soon as I get home , I have to do homework with my nephew, who lives with us , I have to listen to my parents and answer questions, look at mail , get bills and focus on their needs.

Needless to say sometimes that can be overwhelming and makes me want to run out of the house as fast as Possible. sometimes I am afraid that if something happens to me what will happen to them ? I think they depend on me to much and  that it is draining.

Sometimes I fear that I won't get to form my own life because my entire life feels like it is focused on them and making sure they are ok.. 

I pray that God sees me and helps me xoxoxo

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Mac Mineralized Make-Up

Hello , by far I want to say that my Favorite products from MAC are their mineralized Products. So I have tracked some of the old ones and I am slowly purchasing the ones that have sold out and are no longer available. I have the following  from the Style Black collection 
YOUNG PUNK
BLUE FLAME 
CINDERELLA
GILT BY ASSOCIATION

and was able to rack these down.
EARTHLY RICHES
SILVER FAMILY
HOT CONTRAST

if you know of any more that I am positive I am missing please leave me a comment with the name and color description if possible. 

thanks 

Happy Belated New Years!!!

I have been quite busy these last months.. as I mentioned earlier we have a blast giving the Knapp sacs to the kids who needed them, And I really  loved this years , I met some really nice kids who unfortunately are going through some tough times. But I believe in a Powerful God and he will rescue them.

we delivered the Gifts on a very cold and windy Day and that brought on my Cold . Had it since the week of Christmas and it stayed with me till today. I am bundled up in bed dying with a horrible cough.

So I had been in bed trying to rest, For New years I went to  New Years service at my Church. we started and 10:30 pm and at the stroke of midnight we end and start the year with a prayer and in the presence of the lord. Wonderful experience , even though I felt like kitty litter I made sure not to miss it. What made it extra special was my family and the addition of my Niece(4yrs) and Nephew(7yrs). They were sitting all bundled up in their baby blankets singing away.

So even if it's late I want to wish you a Happy and very Blessed New Years!!!!

may this be the season for your harvest and may it be plentiful. may all your dreams and hopes be realized and mat the road to your destination be guided and secure.

XOXO and blessings in all your 2010 plans.