Can't buy self esteem at the the Mall

so yesterday I spent the entire day at the Century City mall, and u was planing on going to Watch Sex and the City, but it did not happen.. all showing were sold out until 10:45 pm. Anyways I spent 3 hours at H&M and I came home with some goodies. Then we headed to Bloomingdale's.. and the MAC counter while there I was paying attention to my friend and i realized that we are all not blessed with High Self Esteem, that some of us our parents have left deep wounds that effect the way we look at ourselves when we are adults.

I wish that all girls and women had loving mothers to show them how to become independent and strong women , but that is sometimes not the case. And sometimes we need to look inside our souls to learn who we really are and all the negatives that others say about us should be erased from our memory banks

Memorial Day..

hello every one, I am taking a couple of minutes to update and wish every one a happy long weekend.. may it be fun and filled with excitement.

What are my plans for this weekend.. lets see
Friday: Date night with my baby we are going to see ( The Prince of Persia) .
Saturday : Girls day out with my friend Rosy continue my b-day celebration almost done, hit the Mac Counter and Watch Sex and the City 2
Sunday : Church with Family and Lunch with Mom maybe we take a trip to Macy's
Monday: BBQ with the boyfriend..

I will make sure I get some rest specially since my Nephew AKA my partner in crime will not be home this weekend I have to find something to do.. so I will keep myself busy.

And even though I do not have any one in the Military , living or fallen I want to Thank the Families who do and send them Blessings and a Great Big Thank you to the Men and Women of the Armed Forces those who served and those who are still serving.. May God bless and keep you all safe.
And for those heroes whom we remember this Monday.. THANK YOU!!!
"What greater love , but to sacrifice ones life for others.. for that I thank You ".

xoxoxoxo sea

OMG!!! a 2 year old Smoking 40 a Day

What has the world come to when I see a story on a 2 year old whose father gave him his first taste of tar at at the age of 18 months and now at 2 years old he is addicted to smoking.. not 1 but 40 cigarettes a day. Obviously there are no Child protective Services in Indonesia.
if you want to see it for your self here is the link

smoking toddler Ardi Rizal
http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/2987307/First-shocking-pictures-of-smoking-toddler-Ardi-Rizal.html

tell me what was ur first reaction.. My friend GO said

"If i did not see this for myself i would have never had believed it."
The boy has the mannerism of a professional Smoker

Indian Food Yum Yum ..

Hello there been away due to Family issues... UGH!!!! any way I am back and I have so much that I missed posting.. like my Birthday.... I ate the cake and did not take a picture so I will post a picture of that later..

I am still celebrating I use up the entire month to celebrate.. Yesterday I went with my friend Jo to eat Indian food. First time and I was not sure how it was going to be. we went to the Electric Lotus on Franklin and Vermont . And even thought he reviews were mostly negative, I really enjoyed the food. So try not to listen to others and their reviews.

Here is the address : 1870 N. Vermont Ave. (Franklin Ave.) Los Angeles, CA 90027

We had Curry Chicken with Yellow curry mixed with red bell pepper, Spinach and potato's and lentils (Yum Yum) and flat bread.. really good. And the Service was nice, maybe just a bit too eager to help. The best part was at the end we had this nice waiter who came to pack up our food to take and boy was he fast... it was like a mini show..very humble.

NEVER GIVE UP, Nick Vujicic in a School

WOW!!! he is Amazing!!!!! You are beautiful just the way YOU are!!!

those words are the best ones I have heard.. and I will let everyone that I know..

just that .. that they are loved just the way they are

I LOVE MAY!!!!

Hi.. Everybody in Cyberspace...I am sooooo excited that we are in the month of May... its my Birth Month and I plan to enjoy Every day of the month..

On 04/30 -- I went to see Nightmare on Elm Street.. it was good but totally prefer the OG one. Then went to eat a whole platter of sea food..my addiction .. with my Shibi..

on the 1st 05/01 -- went shopping with mom.. found a cute spring dress that I will wear for my Bday..had lunch and had some quality time with mom..then went to dinner and had the best shrimp tacos ever with my shibi...

on the 2nd 05/02-- I went to church ... love Jesus and will be going out with my mom again in the hunt for new dress pants for Dad.

tomorrow the 05/03-- back to work Yuck!! and will go to the gym. Yeah !!

hello!!!

So I have been MIA for about a week.. been super busy and trying to deal with some drama in my life. Plus I have been working OT and on the weekends.. so you can imagine how tired I have been. As well as printing applications and asking myself " What am I supposed to do with my life "? If any one out there has the answer please let me know.. LOL!!!

Thought of the Today.. be happy and grateful for what you have , it can be worst..

Wish me Luck I am working on something at work and I pray that Monday I receive some great news..

Now enough with the serious stuff. last weekend I spent the day at the mall, went to SEPHORA.. can u believe I had a gift card that I received as a Xmas gift in 2008 and I had not used it.. So i used it and picked up the most adorable kabuki brush from TOKIDOKI..

Then I went with my friend Rosy to Bloomings... and MAC to get her MAC Attacked and she just became a Mac Makeup Junkie/ I tell u that is some hard work i put in..Then we went to see Clash of the Titans I love it!!

OHH Yeah and I got my new Cell I love it!!

Man in the Mirror... Make that change !!

Happy Saturday .. every one. I am on my mini break ( I am at work) .. yes I know.. But I need the $$$$$$ so gotta work .. I am all alone and I am on a time Schedule.

Anyways.. I was just listening to my Favorite Song of all times.. and was inspired to write. If you are wondering which song it is.. It is " Man in the Mirror" by none other than Michael Jackson.

Growing up as a child we used to listen to his music and I remember being glued to the TV when ever he Performed.. One thing I regret is not being old enough to go see him Perform. He was captivating and the music spoke to my heart, I love many of his songs but two of them, are meaningful to me.

But anyways..as a child I loved this song.. because it so uplifting and its so true.. If I want to make a change I have to start with the person I see every day in the mirror (Me).

and I guess that seeing images of children suffering and living in poverty through his videos inspired me to do something. I remember that through his music and video images I learned that the world is a great big place where change needs to be done and help needs to be given to many. Sometimes we get caught up with our selfish nature and we fail to see the greater picture.

anyways time to go back, just want to say be grateful for what GOD has given you, and share it with the world. xoxoox sending you all hugs and kisses and smiles.. have a blessed and happy weekend.

Ps.. I live in LA and very closed to the Staples Center so I was lucky enough to be able to go and leave a message for MJ on this Giant Board of Love..

sea =D

Weekend here I come!!!

Hello beautiful people.. I am counting the hours till the week end arrives... waiting anxiously for my New phone.. its like not an IPhone, because after consideration and the fact that it has NO Insurance and I am not that careful , its best that i refrain from getting one, my brother already lost his first one. so i opted for a Samsung Impression.. looks like a sidekick and I had wanted the pink side kick for ever but it was outdated.. so this is the next best thing.. So excited looking to have a cute face plate for it and a mirror cover similar to the one Elle from

allthatgliters21 has on her iPhone.

Besides that I am waiting to sleep it a bit on Saturday and just have some Me time.

On Planning!!

Sitting here in front of my computer thinking.. thinking.. and wondering what the future holds. I think I need to stop worrying so much about the future and focus more on living today!!!

Its almost midnight and I am still up.. seems like my brain has its own mind and does not want me to sleep.. instead it keeps me up thinking random things.. like the FUTURE!!

something no one knows.. I might not even be here tomorrow.. and I am wasting my today worrying and planning for what may come.. or it may never come..

two weeks go or even a month ago I thought I had a plan.. and I thought it was going to work.. well as I sit here tonight.. I realize that no matter how much we try to plan, one thing is for sure the Future is never guaranteed..

well good night and may we all have a great tomorrow.. and an even better TODAY!!

I am a Rainbow Too !! Bob Marley techon Style ...

Listening to this song .. brings back sweet memory of when I used to work at MACY'S





Click here and enjoy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwPqZ7UgsEM

Yes I used to work at Macy's and I loved everything except the pay.. I was making peanuts..( Then again I was working as a part timer).. but I was saving so much on Clothes ( Employee 20% discount) .. and on everything for my home.

And I was having so much fun.. I would see and meet new people every day.. Now I am in the Corporate world caged in a cubicle with NO WINDOWS!! makes me want to say Macy's Here I come .
Sun is shinning, the weather is sweet.. make me wanna move your dancing feet..

I'm a rainbow too
To the rescue, here I am
Want you to know, y'all, can you understand?

To the rescue, here I am
Want you to know, y'all, can you understand?
[When the mornin´ gather the rainbow, Want you to know, I'm a rainbow too]

Enjoy your day.. and make good use of your time.. Tell people that you love them and make time to enjoy the Little things that Life has to Offer.. like the Sky and the sun , the birds and just live. And always remember to call and check in on your Parents and Siblings.. sometimes they need us and we might now know.. and its a good thing for them to know that you are there.

** Picture above is one of the Perks of Living in California sweet and beautiful Oceans and views like this one**


Love XoXox.. sea

Happy Easter Sunday

Just wanted to wish you all a very blessed Easter. May you enjoy the day with all your loved ones.

As I mentioned before I attend church, and boy was I impressed today.. my whole church was packed even the second floor and the balcony.. I had to sit in the far corner , not my usual center row right in the middle, under neath the nice lights and the cool air conditioning vent. Instead I was in the far right on the corner.. but the view was excellent ( we have theater seating) so it was good location.

And I did not mind.. I really loved seeing all the members and the guests. We had a replica of the Tomb of Jesus and we had the opportunity to walk through it while offering prayers for our families. I had my Niece and Nephew with me.. they love the whole experience. They know that Easter is not only about the Easter Bunny.. don't get me wrong I love chocolate, but Easter to me is not about the Fluffy Easter Bunny, it's about Jesus and the Love he has for us.

Also Here in LA.. we had a sudden shake.. there was a 6.9 earthquake in Baja California may every one there be safe .. so that ruffled my Dad's Feathers.. I don't blame him.. Dad suffered a stroke in 2004 and he has his left side asleep.. so things like earthquakes worry him a bit since he is limited in mobility.. but I keep telling him he is safer inside our house than outside.

On the Lies of Men..

As I sit here getting ready for bed.. I am asking myself why did God create men and women so different. Why is it so easy for a man to jump from relationship to relationship as if he was changing underwear?? How can a man give a woman a ring and ask her to be his bride and all of a sudden .. BOOOMM!!! now she is a SYcko Chick.. How can a man claim to love a woman for years and all of a sudden, on one of those frustrating days.. he tells her that he thinks she is a money hungry Witch and how everything under Gods' earth is wrong with her?

How is it possible for a man to tell a woman he loves her.. and have another woman on the side..

and the person who at one point was the best thing on earth.. all of a sudden is the person they detest.. All I have to say is that God has something better prepared for us all , and if you are so misfortune to meet up with one of these TOADS!!! don't give up... the Prince is somewhere near..

VALUE your self and Love your self.. Respect yourself and demand it from others.. if he is unable to see you for who you are and value you, then he is not the one for you.. Even if we want them to be.. reality is.. they are not.. Love should not be this complicated.. love and honor mean something.. respect and trust are the foundation of any relationship and if you don't have it.. walk away.. and wait on the right one who will give you that.

And if the person who you are with does not think that a ring or a wedding is important.. and unless you feel the same way.. it pretty much means he does not think you are worth the effort.. so Walk away..

Sometimes we get caught up in the pressure of society and see that all of our friends are getting married , so we want the same thing.. and we are so blinded to see that the person who we think is Mr. Right is in reality Mr. Wrong..

Its 2010.. and all I can say is that If I want a house I can work for it, if I want a car .. I can get one.. If you want a baby.. you can even adopt one.. so why do We need Husbands.. we need them for companionship.. for friendship, for emotional support ( not Financial).. and if the man you are with dislikes everything about you, they way you smile, your personality, the way you speak, your facial expressions, and thinks you want too much and compares you with others, then walk on by and kiss him good bye.. you don't need that type of person in your life. Because the truth of the matter is that he does not Love or Even like you.. he is used to you and maybe in love with your physical appearance.. but doe not love you for who you are.

Love accepts and likes our imperfections.. Love appreciates and does not make you feel worthless, love loves you for who you are and make you a better person.. Love does not make you doubt yourself and it does not make you ashame of who you are, your likes, dislikes, dreams, hopes beliefs, love does not judge and love does not give you stress, it does not make you walk in egg shells, it lifts you up and lets you fly.. if your love does not do this for you.. then its not Love, and you are dealing with a Toad... gotta walk on by

love xoxoxo sea

Good Friday!!!

Blessings to all of you on this Good Friday..   I  am enjoying my days off.. did not do what I had planned to .. due to a Person changing their  mind, but Still managed to enjoy myself.. I was able to go to church and participate on some of our Activities.

 

Wednesday Washing of the Feet.. will post Pix  later.

Thursday.. Family blessing 

and Good Friday .. participating of the breaking of bread

still have Easter Sunday to go.

I am sitting typing this.. ironically because my Little nephew( who just turned 8 ) was on line and mistakenly attempted to clean my Mac monitor with a paper that had Gum on it.. so YES!!! I had one of those OMG!! moments.. but I managed to clean it.. I am just writing this to kill time so that he understands the magnitude of his transgression ( if i clean it fast he would think it was not a big deal)  He must learn to be responsible and consequences.. 

Also since I did not go out of Town ... for my mini vacation.. I used some of the Money on the MAc Counter ( mini haul).. will post pictures, this weekend.

Going to eat dinners.. My mom made the best fish ever... Yum  Blessings to all 

Happy Tuesday!! Vacation.. Here I come

So after almost 7 years of working non stop. I have finally decided to take a mini break... and I will start my mini vacation at the end of this work day!!!

What am I going to do.. I still don't know but just knowing that I do not have to go to work for a week is so worth it..

I know one thing.. I will make a trip to the Mac Pro store.. I really really want  the Pink Pearl Pigment.

And maybe take a scenic drive and take some new pictures.. will see and I will be sure to post it here.. 

How many Loves can a Person Have???

So as we sit here today , I asked My co worker.. this Question " Is it really Possible for a man to say He Loves Two or more Women at the same Time? "

To me that is Impossible , it will be more feasible to get a rat to learn to drive a Car than for that to occur.

But i thought I would ask that question.. since the media is providing us with these scenarios and we are hearing every where how a man can cheat on his wife with multiple affairs and still claim they love the wife..

That to me is IMPOSSIBLE. I believe that if a man has two girlfriends or is dating multiple women , then he really does not love any of them.

But then again men are mysterious creatures and they might not see it the way I do. Never the less if my significant other has someone else while he is claiming to love me.. the truth of the matter is that He really does not care about me or any one else.

And its time women start to realize that they deserve to have one person that loves them and most importantly that they Respect you.

I was listening to a Morning show today and the topic was the worst ways to get dump.. one poor girl got dump via IM.. and another one via text and one poor woman was abandoned on an Island with no money and no way to get off the Island via ferrie by her cheating ' jerk" of a Husband. I felt so bad for them and listening to their stories made me livid.. its time we learn to value our selves and not settle for any Tom Dick and Harry. And Never allow your self to be victimized.. Cheat of me Shame on You.. Allow to be victimized Shame on Me..

Palm Sunday

 Happy Palm Sunday...

Just came back from Church and as I have mentioned before I feel so revitalized after service. Today marks the beginning of Holy Week.  And  I just want to Wish you all a Happy Sunday.. May you and all your loved ones  have a Blessed week.  May You find comfort ,if you need it, May you have strenght  when you are tested, may you have Faith when all seems gloom.. may you feel loved and know that You are loved if you ever doubt it.. and may you be filled with Joy. Blessings to all xoxoxo..sea 

Old Pictures..

I remember that I was so busy I never posted a Picture of My nephews costume. we do not celebrate Halloween, for religious beliefs , but we are also aware that we are raising a little boy and as far as our decision to not celebrate that day is Justified by our own choice , we also understood that he needed to be allowed to make that choice himself. So I set him up with this.. the closes i could get to MAX from "Where the Wild Things Are" .

I bought a Wolf costume and made the modifications to make him look like Max.

On girls that are Friends..

I realized that I am one of those enigmas .. out in the world.. who does not have a set of girlfriends.. all my life  I was never the girl who had a BFF's or even one BFF.. So as I sit here contemplating my next trip to the Mac counter and seeing who is available to go with me.. it just dawned on me that I don't have any girls that are my Friends..

=(.. Times like this is when I wish I had a Sister an older sister preferably.

I have cousins but we are not close MMmmm.. I do have a 15 year old niece =D.... yes that will work

I will recruit her and make her my Friend. [ =(... yeah I know its sad!! ]

This is on my to do list.. get some Girlfriends..

RIPP.. Ripp.. the sound of Cloth ripping !!

LOL.. I did not realize when and where my pant tore on me.. for all I know I could have been walking around showing every one my yellow white thigh.

HA ha.. that sound so funny.. I bet they wondered why does this girl not match... My face and arms are golden and bronzed =( But the rest of me is as pale as a "Cullen" and as much sun as I might get on those parts I don't sparkle.. and I don't tan.

Anyways I am stuck on my chair until i can go home.. I have a 3 inch tear in the inside of my thigh and I am not about to risk making it a whole 12 inch long.

has this ever happen to any of you... I know mental note keep a pair of extra pants in my work area for emergencies and days like today.

well 45 minutes to go .. see if I survive... 2 break is over and back to work I go.