Living by Faith

Living by faith is not as easy as we think, and for the most part we forget that when we are going through some tough time, we need to trust in God more and be patient. My natural man wants to scream , yell, shout and insult the entire world for making my life harder than it should be, but my Spiritual man reminds me that I need to relax and trust in God. It reminds me to lay all my troubles, aches and sorrows in his hands and step back and let him do his will. I know so much easier said than done, but I can tell you that it took me 8 years of working like a dog , and an injury to finally let go of my grip on my own self  and finally allow God to take control of everything. I can now say that I am finally living by Faith, I have never been so not in control of things as I am now. And I can't do anything except Trust and have Faith that God will see me through. So I hope you learn from my experience, don't allow yourself to be like me and wait until the last minute to let God have full control of your life. It can save you a ton of pain.

Also know that when it rains it pours.. this week I had an important commitment with God that I needed to keep, well I am convinced that a true blessing is headed my way because everything that could happen and go wrong did. First my phone decided to die on me and started to do weird things with the screen, then as if I didn't need them my glasses mysteriously cracked in half,  then my Dr. request for 2 test were denied by the insurance company and I had the worst, neck shoulder arm pain ever and today I am sick with a horrible cold. So as you can see when it rains it pours, but I believe in JESUS and he will help me through this. I know that I will be healed soon, a Blessing s coming my way and my life will be transformed and all the Honor and Glory will go to the Lord.

Father I surrender my life, my will, my health, my hopes and my dreams into your hands and I ask you in the name of your son Jesus that you help me overcome these obstacles that are in my way and give me Justice and Victory over my oppressors,  Amen!!

On faith

Faith is living life trusting in something even if u cant see it. It is believing that something is coming. Faith is believing that the desires of your heart will be answered. Faith is believing that life will get better and faith is believing in what you can not see.. sometimes we lack some of that faith to pull us through our obstacles... I am so glad that when that happens i remember that faith is something that is in me and I can depend on it to get me through the dark trials of life.
in this trying days, when many of our friends and loved one are out of work and many are facing foreclosures on their homes, it the perfect time to place your all in the hands of the Lord. Only he can bring us out of the desert in tot he Promise land.
It is so easy to Praise god when everything is going well, when life is full of Joy and happiness, when we have excess and money is not a problem.

But to believe and Honor him during difficult times.. that's really trusting in him and showing him that he is with you in good times and in bad times. It proves to him that we wont let difficulties separate us from his presence.. So Hold on My friend to the lord, because he will pull us out of the Darkest hole and his light will shine on us..

Blessing to all

On the Lies of Men..

As I sit here getting ready for bed.. I am asking myself why did God create men and women so different. Why is it so easy for a man to jump from relationship to relationship as if he was changing underwear?? How can a man give a woman a ring and ask her to be his bride and all of a sudden .. BOOOMM!!! now she is a SYcko Chick.. How can a man claim to love a woman for years and all of a sudden, on one of those frustrating days.. he tells her that he thinks she is a money hungry Witch and how everything under Gods' earth is wrong with her?

How is it possible for a man to tell a woman he loves her.. and have another woman on the side..

and the person who at one point was the best thing on earth.. all of a sudden is the person they detest.. All I have to say is that God has something better prepared for us all , and if you are so misfortune to meet up with one of these TOADS!!! don't give up... the Prince is somewhere near..

VALUE your self and Love your self.. Respect yourself and demand it from others.. if he is unable to see you for who you are and value you, then he is not the one for you.. Even if we want them to be.. reality is.. they are not.. Love should not be this complicated.. love and honor mean something.. respect and trust are the foundation of any relationship and if you don't have it.. walk away.. and wait on the right one who will give you that.

And if the person who you are with does not think that a ring or a wedding is important.. and unless you feel the same way.. it pretty much means he does not think you are worth the effort.. so Walk away..

Sometimes we get caught up in the pressure of society and see that all of our friends are getting married , so we want the same thing.. and we are so blinded to see that the person who we think is Mr. Right is in reality Mr. Wrong..

Its 2010.. and all I can say is that If I want a house I can work for it, if I want a car .. I can get one.. If you want a baby.. you can even adopt one.. so why do We need Husbands.. we need them for companionship.. for friendship, for emotional support ( not Financial).. and if the man you are with dislikes everything about you, they way you smile, your personality, the way you speak, your facial expressions, and thinks you want too much and compares you with others, then walk on by and kiss him good bye.. you don't need that type of person in your life. Because the truth of the matter is that he does not Love or Even like you.. he is used to you and maybe in love with your physical appearance.. but doe not love you for who you are.

Love accepts and likes our imperfections.. Love appreciates and does not make you feel worthless, love loves you for who you are and make you a better person.. Love does not make you doubt yourself and it does not make you ashame of who you are, your likes, dislikes, dreams, hopes beliefs, love does not judge and love does not give you stress, it does not make you walk in egg shells, it lifts you up and lets you fly.. if your love does not do this for you.. then its not Love, and you are dealing with a Toad... gotta walk on by

love xoxoxo sea