Happy Tuesday!! Vacation.. Here I come

So after almost 7 years of working non stop. I have finally decided to take a mini break... and I will start my mini vacation at the end of this work day!!!

What am I going to do.. I still don't know but just knowing that I do not have to go to work for a week is so worth it..

I know one thing.. I will make a trip to the Mac Pro store.. I really really want  the Pink Pearl Pigment.

And maybe take a scenic drive and take some new pictures.. will see and I will be sure to post it here.. 

How many Loves can a Person Have???

So as we sit here today , I asked My co worker.. this Question " Is it really Possible for a man to say He Loves Two or more Women at the same Time? "

To me that is Impossible , it will be more feasible to get a rat to learn to drive a Car than for that to occur.

But i thought I would ask that question.. since the media is providing us with these scenarios and we are hearing every where how a man can cheat on his wife with multiple affairs and still claim they love the wife..

That to me is IMPOSSIBLE. I believe that if a man has two girlfriends or is dating multiple women , then he really does not love any of them.

But then again men are mysterious creatures and they might not see it the way I do. Never the less if my significant other has someone else while he is claiming to love me.. the truth of the matter is that He really does not care about me or any one else.

And its time women start to realize that they deserve to have one person that loves them and most importantly that they Respect you.

I was listening to a Morning show today and the topic was the worst ways to get dump.. one poor girl got dump via IM.. and another one via text and one poor woman was abandoned on an Island with no money and no way to get off the Island via ferrie by her cheating ' jerk" of a Husband. I felt so bad for them and listening to their stories made me livid.. its time we learn to value our selves and not settle for any Tom Dick and Harry. And Never allow your self to be victimized.. Cheat of me Shame on You.. Allow to be victimized Shame on Me..

Palm Sunday

 Happy Palm Sunday...

Just came back from Church and as I have mentioned before I feel so revitalized after service. Today marks the beginning of Holy Week.  And  I just want to Wish you all a Happy Sunday.. May you and all your loved ones  have a Blessed week.  May You find comfort ,if you need it, May you have strenght  when you are tested, may you have Faith when all seems gloom.. may you feel loved and know that You are loved if you ever doubt it.. and may you be filled with Joy. Blessings to all xoxoxo..sea 

Old Pictures..

I remember that I was so busy I never posted a Picture of My nephews costume. we do not celebrate Halloween, for religious beliefs , but we are also aware that we are raising a little boy and as far as our decision to not celebrate that day is Justified by our own choice , we also understood that he needed to be allowed to make that choice himself. So I set him up with this.. the closes i could get to MAX from "Where the Wild Things Are" .

I bought a Wolf costume and made the modifications to make him look like Max.

On girls that are Friends..

I realized that I am one of those enigmas .. out in the world.. who does not have a set of girlfriends.. all my life  I was never the girl who had a BFF's or even one BFF.. So as I sit here contemplating my next trip to the Mac counter and seeing who is available to go with me.. it just dawned on me that I don't have any girls that are my Friends..

=(.. Times like this is when I wish I had a Sister an older sister preferably.

I have cousins but we are not close MMmmm.. I do have a 15 year old niece =D.... yes that will work

I will recruit her and make her my Friend. [ =(... yeah I know its sad!! ]

This is on my to do list.. get some Girlfriends..

RIPP.. Ripp.. the sound of Cloth ripping !!

LOL.. I did not realize when and where my pant tore on me.. for all I know I could have been walking around showing every one my yellow white thigh.

HA ha.. that sound so funny.. I bet they wondered why does this girl not match... My face and arms are golden and bronzed =( But the rest of me is as pale as a "Cullen" and as much sun as I might get on those parts I don't sparkle.. and I don't tan.

Anyways I am stuck on my chair until i can go home.. I have a 3 inch tear in the inside of my thigh and I am not about to risk making it a whole 12 inch long.

has this ever happen to any of you... I know mental note keep a pair of extra pants in my work area for emergencies and days like today.

well 45 minutes to go .. see if I survive... 2 break is over and back to work I go.

On life..

So I my co-worker and I are trying to see what life changing decisions we have to make to get our selves out of this rut we feel we are in..

Don't get us wrong we have a Job and we are grateful but we want something more for ourselves.

Literately (the 3 of us) have to work really hard for our money and we have so much stress while the rest of co workers.. go about enjoying their day and make way more money than we do.

We are starting on a get free plan.. and we are trying to figure how to survive and make it in America.. reaching the American dream while not burning our selves ill..before we achieve it.

My break is over and now back to work and back to planning..

Not so Beachy... sunday..

Spend the weekend with My nephew and niece.. Saturday we had a Birthday party for my Nephew.. Wow!!.. He is 8 years old.. =(.. our little boy is growing up so fast and soon he is going to be a pre -teen...then a teenager and then away he will go to college. Its exciting and sad at the same time.. he is changing but I pray that he grows up to be a great man.

{This is D with His Max Inspired Costume.. I made the Crown =)}

and on Sunday we did the mistake of going to Long Beach.. UGH!!



big Mistake it is the dirtiest Beach i have ever seen.. there was a Dead Chicken and a dead Rat Ugh!!!

if you are planning on going there DON'T..

Lovely Sunday..with JC

I have missed my quiet time with JC.. ( Jesus Christ) my Lord and savior. Life has been taking too much of my time.. and I hate it.. I miss going to church and as weird as that may sound.. I am proud to say That I LOVE GOD and I love GOING TO CHURCH. I was missing my fuel.. i was spiritually running on empty.. when I don't make time for me and Jesus  I feel like Kitty Litter so I decided that even if I am not able to go to church during the week as much as I want to I can still be in communion with him. One way is by writing on my Blog.. see I have so much to be grateful to him that I can spend hours speaking about him... but I don't and I remember that when God manifests his Power in your life you need to tell about it so that others can learn from your experience.

Today I went to the late service which starts at 9:30 am.. yes we have an earlier one at 7am , but I was tired.. so I slept in , But it was not my doing.. I have realized that when ever i do that I receive such a blessing when I go alone to the 9 am service. 

Today was a day just like that I felt like the message was exactly what I needed to hear  and I had me time with the Lord. I was able to tell him how much I need him in my life and ask him to keep me safe to guide my life and to teach me how to be obedient to him, I received from him the certainty that I am not alone and that he will be there with me. That I only need to believe and seek him and he will be there to help me. I have so many plans for my life and today I placed them all in Jesus altar and I asked him to guide me to my future to bless my path and my decisions.. I am planning on getting married, something that my mother does not quite accept, but I trust that God will be with me and that he will protect me and keep me safe. 

I prayed and asked him to allow my mother to be more accepting and I asked for wisdom and strength to make my own decisions and not my mothers, I love her and respect her but she can not choose who I marry.. yes you heard that correct if it was up to my mother she would arrange a marriage for me, actually I think she had, but my brother took care of that for me... by simply saying to the person that I no longer lived at home.

Anyways I am glad I went to church today.. almost missed service because the time changed on me and second  I was tired.. but I was glad I didn't ..

May you all have a Blessed week and may you all know that the Lord in Heaven Loves all of us, all we have to do is humble ourselves and call upon him.

XOXO

Movieland.. 3D...

Hello friends in Cyberland..

 I am so excited and thoughtful.. with life..  I finally went to see Alice in Wonderland with my Special Love and we even took my Nephew (7) and My Niece (5) with us, yeah I know Is that movie appropriate well I was scared that it wasn't but when we got to the theater there were a lot of other little kids and the answer was YES ...

They loved it .. and even though most of the reviews were negative, we enjoyed the movie and the time we spent together .

but OMG!! 3D movie tickets are not cheap.. and get ready almost all the previews that we saw where for upcoming 3D movies, like Toy Story 3 and How to train a dragon..

Alice In Wonderland!!!

I have tickets to go see Alice in Wonderland tomorrow.. I am so excited  I love the  the Story.. I love Tim Burton... But above all I LOVE JOHNNY DEPP!!!!!!!!

I love the Rain!!!

So I live In Los Angeles, and we have finally been hit with a Rain storm!!
we sure needed that rain, and I am aware that rain brings problems to some people , but I just love it. I can sit and watch the rain fall all night long and the best part is falling asleep listening to the sounds of the rain drops on your roof, Its magical!!

I know it is also dangerous, specially when you drive because you always have that one person who is speeding like a maniac and the Traffic lights always have issues, But Thank God for rainy days.

Hope all of you are having a wonderful week and may you have an extraordinary week end ..

Smile even though your Heart is Breaking... Just Smile!!

Hello there just needed some time to vent so I am posting this Blog..

Sometimes life is so hard that you feel it is a Joke.

The hardest thing in life is to be the responsible one. It feels like the world depends on you and that can be tired some. 

 I am single and I have no Children of my own, but I feel like I am a mother of 12. I am the eldest and My parents depend on me for everything, Sometimes it gets draining. 

I have a full time job that is very demanding, by the end of the day I am so tired all I want to do is go home and sleep . But even though my work day is over I am not done working.

As soon as I get home , I have to do homework with my nephew, who lives with us , I have to listen to my parents and answer questions, look at mail , get bills and focus on their needs.

Needless to say sometimes that can be overwhelming and makes me want to run out of the house as fast as Possible. sometimes I am afraid that if something happens to me what will happen to them ? I think they depend on me to much and  that it is draining.

Sometimes I fear that I won't get to form my own life because my entire life feels like it is focused on them and making sure they are ok.. 

I pray that God sees me and helps me xoxoxo

Mac Mineralized Make-Up

Hello , by far I want to say that my Favorite products from MAC are their mineralized Products. So I have tracked some of the old ones and I am slowly purchasing the ones that have sold out and are no longer available. I have the following  from the Style Black collection 

YOUNG PUNK

BLUE FLAME 

CINDERELLA

GILT BY ASSOCIATION

and was able to rack these down.

EARTHLY RICHES

SILVER FAMILY

HOT CONTRAST

if you know of any more that I am positive I am missing please leave me a comment with the name and color description if possible. 

thanks 

Happy Belated New Years!!!

I have been quite busy these last months.. as I mentioned earlier we have a blast giving the Knapp sacs to the kids who needed them, And I really  loved this years , I met some really nice kids who unfortunately are going through some tough times. But I believe in a Powerful God and he will rescue them.

we delivered the Gifts on a very cold and windy Day and that brought on my Cold . Had it since the week of Christmas and it stayed with me till today. I am bundled up in bed dying with a horrible cough.

So I had been in bed trying to rest, For New years I went to  New Years service at my Church. we started and 10:30 pm and at the stroke of midnight we end and start the year with a prayer and in the presence of the lord. Wonderful experience , even though I felt like kitty litter I made sure not to miss it. What made it extra special was my family and the addition of my Niece(4yrs) and Nephew(7yrs). They were sitting all bundled up in their baby blankets singing away.

So even if it's late I want to wish you a Happy and very Blessed New Years!!!!

may this be the season for your harvest and may it be plentiful. may all your dreams and hopes be realized and mat the road to your destination be guided and secure.

XOXO and blessings in all your 2010 plans.

HAPPY Holidays!!!

Sorry I have been MIA... been super duper busy at work, and thinking what to do with my life.

I find myself  pondering about life and where I am headed.. 

well the Holidays are here and I want to wish you all Happy Holiday season. Tomorrow I am headed with my friend and we will be distributing nap sacks. 

 I should have posted this a while back specially for those of you who might had wanted to make a donation.. but We always have next year. 

Anyways I will be busy tomorrow with this and I will try to take some pictures of what we do, but i really do not like to take pictures of who we give the things to.. don't like to just does not feel right.

anyways I hope you all have a blessed time with all your loved ones, and remember to share with those who are less fortunate..

xoxoxo sea 

http://feedingamerica.org/

Hello and Greeting.. I feel compel to share this with you as Thanksgiving approaches I am so grateful for many things. And I am really thankful, even if we struggle and have to work hard I am one of the few who still has a job. I am thankful for my family and specially for my parents. The years have taken a toll on them , their brown hair now covered with silver streaks.. I am thankful for having them and for making me the person I am today.

Yesterday as I arrived home and my Niece and Nephew (they are living with us) were waiting for me to eat dinner. Well when I saw how happy they looked as they ate their dinner. It brought joy to my heart. I know they are being taken care of and they are happy. They have both told My mom at different times and when the other was not around " Grandma I love You". Children equate Love with care and when a parent/ adult meets their needs they equate that to love.

Today as I arrived to work I received my email from Feeding America (formerly named America's Second Harvest). I remembered the joy in the eyes of D and B and how much they enjoyed their dinner. And I realized how important food is to a child. And how No child should go with out eating.

So today I am asking any one who reads this Blog. to Get involved. Make a Donation to this great Org. and put warm meals at the table for other kids to enjoy.

I know times are hard but we still have a lot to be thankful..also remember all donation no matter how small can and will make a difference.

follow the link and make your tax deduct able donation and help feed America.
http://feedingamerica.org/

Love Liz xoxo

Love.. an Endless Game... He Said.. She said

Hello .. let me share an interesting Phenomena.. called.. Love an endless game.

Scenario... Boy and Girl decide to go out and hang out.. 

Girl comes out of work.. tired but excited to see her love

Boy claims he is excited.. but shows a bit of frustration due to traffic

Girl feels tension.. wonders " what's going on"

Boy needs gas.. pulls at Gas station.. ask Girls if she has CASH!! 

Girl says .. : No sorry.. don't carry cash

Boy gets out upset .. did not want to use credit card in sneaky looking gas station..

Boy comes back.. mute says nothing for the next 2 hours.

Girl and Boy were going to dinner.. food is ordered and eaten .. not a word is said..

 Girl goes home.. boy is upset.. tells girl when will she be responsible and carry cash with her !!!

Girl a bit confused gets out of car, goes home.. says thanks good night

Girl texts Boy to see if he made it home OK.. no reply..

Girl goes yo Sleep

Girl calls boy .. no answer..

Girl gets the idea.. leaves boy alone.. he is upset..

Thursday.. Friday.. Saturday.. Sunday.. Monday.. Tuesday.. Wednesday..

Boy finally texts Girl.. says " you must be really busy with your friends..

Girl replies.. No really busy at work.. you finally remembered me

Boy says you never text me..

Girl says.. did you ignore.. me for 6 days

Boy..accuses girl of being mean

Girl reminds boy he was mean

Boy wont apologize and say Sorry instead asks girl to movies

Girl feels hurt.. declines on Movie Invite wants apology..

Boy tells girl you never cared about me..

Girl tells boy .. be honest with your self and dig deep and see if that's true

Boy sends smiley face .. invites to movie again.. No apology

Girl tired of this says, No.. tired

 

Boy .. oh you don't want me around..?

Girl.. you haven't been around for 6 days, so what else is new..

Boy says.. you want me to leave ??break up??

Girl said.. you did that last week.. when you  ignored me for 6 days..

Boy says you complain too much.. make life complicated

Girls said learn from your brothers see how they treat their Girls

Boy said those Girls don't complain like You do..

LOL...Girl said, LEAVE  go find one like them.. who does not complain .. and F#@$^ the Complications....

results =D..Freedom... Love Game is Over .. No more War!! No Drama.. No Complication..Oh Wait.. Boy again...

Boy said.. why are you mean .. send me a picture of You???

LOL!!!. its been so long that now I have to send him a picture of me so that he can remember who is the girl he claims he loves.. and who he is fighting with.. 

Girl said.. Good Bye... the End

Thank You!!

I would like to take some time to Remember and Thank all the Military Service men and women who have given their lives to defend and protect this Nation.

Thank you to the mothers and fathers, brothers, sisters, wives, and children whose loved one is serving or has served in the military, and a Specially to those who have lost a loved one.

and to the Fallen Soldiers and the ones who are in Active Duty, and to our Veterans , I thank You for providing me with freedoms that have come at such a great cost.

I thank you for selfishly putting on that uniform and placing your life in harms way to protect this nation.

There are two things that I choose never to write or discuss because I have respect for others , but Today I will mention both of them .

1. Religion , Thank you for giving me the right to believe and worship GOD, and for that I ask him in the name of his only son JESUS to Protect and keep you safe. I ask him to be with you on those lonely nights as you walk in harms way , I ask him to be with you at your side and most importantly I ask him to bring you all back Home.

2. Politics.. I would like to express how much I support our Armed Forces, but I value their lives more than anything else, and I would love it if our new President would actually keep his campaign promise which was to bring the Troops back home, Instead of deploying more to Afghanistan!.

Empty promises is not what we need, a moment of silence is nice, but seeing someone alive is better. Staring at the Pictures of fallen soldiers for TV time is just a gesture.. deciding to bring them all back that is Action!!!

The say they are fighting terrorists abroad, in reality we have that here at home, worry more about your citizens and protect them and your service men.

Blood is to much of a High Price to pay. Some times a wise man .. decides to retreat and win .. instead of continue the fight and loose more lives.

HI.. Long Time...No hear !!

As I sit here . And remember how life used to be a couple of years ago, All I have to say Is Thank You God, for saving me and My Family. I have been busy and have not had time to update my Blog.. work, Family Obligations and Life.. have been overworking me. When that happens I know I need to slow down and take some time for me.. Usually that time always involves Jesus and My Church. when I am tired and Drained I take time and go more often to Church and recharge my self. So I have been doing that and Slowly I am feeling a bit better.

I haven't even gone to the gym in 3 weeks... OMG!! I can not allow that to happen I am on a mission and I will conquer..


break is over.. just wanted to tell you whenever you feel like life ,parents, work, school are drowning you.. always look up and call upon Jesus.. he is always right there waiting to give you a hand.

Blessings and XOXOX... Liz